i didn´t know you wanted to come, i though you´d say no..
i called the police, and they took my step dad away for days. And ive grown to feel guilt..but i knew i wanted to protect my mother and sisters. I loved my dad. I was just so scared.
I began to loose my friends because i wasn´t allowed out. My family became more cold and more distant. There were memories i held onto when the days at home were fun, and fear-free. I believed if i couldnt find what i lacked at home, i would find it outside...instead i felt like i was drowning. Everyone was leaving my life. And all too fast. I wasnt prepared for it.
But like every story, there´s a bright side. I found a home with family and im living to do better and prove everyone wrong about me. I realized i dont need friends nor to fit in. Because this is me. I dont fit in. And i most likely wont. I cant change the family i was born into. But i can change myself. And im going to be better.