Dad won't be able to work how are we suppose to live with out money?. I'm going to have to be a Voyager.But what about my family I'm so young to leave my family no I'll stay home no go do it for your family Perrie.
I hurt I'm emotinal I can't wrap my head around things I'm regreting this but I'm meeting new people I like this but I miss home My muscles ache but some of My canoe mates I have a connection with like My old school pal Emile he helps me alot.
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I'm Frezzing I ache but that is not going to Me.We did it we finish are second rapid .I was a storng man just kidding after I swam to shore okay I still did it jesh it was wild water rumbling over us every one slipping Celeste would or will be pround of Me I'll tell her how brave I was with the rapids tumbling over me how I "stayed in the water""like a brave man".
It was Exhilarating okay it was terrifying I was thinking that I was going to die.I was going under waves pilling over me all i saw was . I was in the middle I had to be I'm a voyager .When I said I thought I was going to die I did'nt La londe did he was my Voyager dad and i have nothing now but mean people .
This whole trip was like a test for My capabilities .It was a amazing journey I meet great people and there is more to come .To see Grade portage it was like like better than ice cream .But I meet this wonderful amazing beautiful girl Kennewah I don't know I feel bad for Celeste and for Kennewah WHAT SHOULD I DO.
Im going home .I had alot of mixed emotions but Im back.I saw Celeste she was being shy to me .I saw my parent finally .That trip has me all worked up I mean really .Im not going to sign up for next spring at all no no no I was missing my family way to much I was amazed at my strength .well I will miss the journy but also Kennewah.