When I was younger I would cling to my mom and didn't want to be alone at all, I needed to learn to let go.
On the Plane
He was going to get better, he has to. I'm going to see him again.
The people that I was close to mattered very much, I was rarely able to visit my family in Mexico so I always missed them. Especially my grand father who my brother and I were most close to.
To See Him
What happened? Are we okay?
We were on our way to the airport that late afternoon, rushing as soon as my mom decided we needed to go. Our dad didn't have a bag and my mom was so stressed-something was wrong.
I miss him! He was...
When on the plane with my mom and brother, I found ou that we were called to come to Mexico due to my grand fathers health. He had been sick for a while, at the time I was only being convinced that he was going to get better.
From the airport we were picked up by my mom's sister and her husband. On the drive to my grandparents house they let us know that we had missed him. For the rest of the time we spent there in Mexico i never left my mom but never said anything.
In Mexico I never spoke, never showed any response. but when I got back home it settled and I had to accept that he was gone. I couldn't stop talking about him, but learned that it was going to be okay from the support of other around.