Your sexuality is central to your self-identity, and not being able to express this is damaging to your sense of self-worth and overall mental health.
How to find out your sexual identity
A person’s sexuality, or sexual orientation, determines whom they do or do not feel attraction toward.
Chris started to have sexual identity crises, all because of that boy. That boy whom he didn't even talk to, but only with a smile he could make his days better.
Chris had strong feelings for him. But....
Chris's life was ruined, he had to go to Harvard, a homophobic school, and his parents would hate him if he came out. And Louis didn't even like him back. Chris had nobody to talk to, so he decided to just keep everything in.
So what did he do? He choose partying, which was clearly not a good option. He thought that if he somehow liked a girl he would forget about Louis.
He soon found out that he had made the worst decision of his life, he got a girl pregnant
Christopher's life just got ruined, his parents now made him move out, and he had a child coming up. The fact that everything would be different if he just made the right decisions.