When I was little I would always got to church every Sunday with my family
Is he even listening? I know he doesn't want to talk to me
Oh God, why is this happening to me. Why does all the bad things have to happen to me?
But as I got older things started to change. I started to change
I know I should But I can't, Im so scared that I will disappoint him
If you are wanting to start a realtionship with god and have the special connection with him would you come to the alter as we pray for and with you
I've started to notice that I really don't go to church as much as I used to and that my actions are not as godly as they should be, especially at school.
God I know you are there, please I can't handle this anymore I need you. I'm sorry for everything and all the trouble I cause and Im just asking for forgiveness
It gets to the point where something bad in my life happens and I question why that happen. I then pray and pray just for things to get better but they often never do and I question if god really is there or if he ignoring me because of how i'm behaving nowadays.
As I started to go to church again there was always a message or request for anyone that wanted to start a relationship with god, but I denied it every time.
I realized that I need that relationship with him becuase honestly I don't know what I would do if I didn't know him my whole life. He's been with me every step of the way and I just couldn't acknowledge that. I've kinda took him for granted when he has done so much for me. He died for our sins, my sins and i just take that for granted. Surrendering to him and seeking forgiveness is what I need to do and what i need to ask