All the other kids knew exactly what to say. I knew the answer but didn't know where to begin. I remember this one know it all in my class who always had something to say.
The moment I had long been dreading arrived.
OF COURSE!
Do you have any idea what to say?
My anxiety began to consume me. I didn't know what to do. What would the other children think of me? The girl who couldn't even write about a war her Dad died in. What would my Dad think?
As hard as I tried, I couldn't focus in class. I tried writing about planes and tanks at home but every time I touched my pencil to paper, I wept...
and Wept
and Wept
50% of all pilots burned to death in their crash they are the true hero's of Iran.
The next day in class everyone shared perfect reports. I never wished to know the things they said I was horrified.
SHAHKnows Best
Decent. Now Perdisse, come to the blackboard
I would later find out, after talks with my mother, this was my Father's touch.
Until I felt a hand reach out and guide me.
The Hand led me to my diary where, as if under divine influence, I ripped out a letter I had written to my father and shared it with the class.
Many were brought to tears and I was given a good grade. I didn't desire their pity... all I wanted was to hold that hand one more time.