My class and I were on our field trip in dc. This was the last day.
*having their own conversation forgetting me *
My bestfriends kept leaving me out all day and forgetting about me, so i was kind of getting sad
Befor this day i was in a very depressed mind set. It wasn't good.
Bot of us friend roupes would be “Fighting“ a lot so I didn't know if it would be a good idea. Anyways i figured i could sit with them for a little bit because my friends were ignoring me.
Dontworry you can hang with us.
yea forget them.
Nobody wanted to talk to me, so i started to get a little sadder. My mind would throw in not very good thoughts
I tried to sit back with them but they moved away from me, im not sure why but probably becuase they thought i was going to leave them for people that have been "fighting" with us since 6th grade. which of course made it worse. They were my best friends for years
I was always left out. I guess this day was just a breaking point.
They ended up calling me over to sit with them. So when i went with them we talked about it, they apologized , even i apologized, don't really remember what for.
It was kind of like a I though this they thought that.
After that we were better then we were before. We just went back to how it was before.
Sooner or later we found out the other friend groupe only "comforted" me when i was upset was just to take me away fro my friends and get them mad.