What subject should I revise today? What assignment should I do?
The first thing I think every day is what to do...
It's mentally exhausting not being able to think of anything else except for my unfinished assignments. Since the assessments are changed for ODL, the lecturers seems to give out a lot of assignments.
If I don't do my assignments, how will I score higher grades? Which subject first?
My parents always wonder where I am since I would always be in my room with the computer on.
Dad, I'm trying to study here!
Where is Aida? Isn't she was supposed to finish her class 2 hours ago?
AIDAAAA COME DOWNSTAIRS !!!
My dad would get mad at me. He is a lecturer too, he says that ODL shouldn't be that hard for me. I really think that is unfair for him to say that since I'm surely not like his students. I'm trying to adapt with this online learning method.
I don't know too. I haven't seen her today. She didn't come down for breakfast yet.
I miss college. I miss the way I would have less distractions during studying and I can ask my friends if I have problems.
I spend too much time on computer and my phone. I can't quite catch up during online classes. That results in me taking more time to understand the lesson and not being able to spend time with my family.
Sometimes, I wish I was at college. I wouldn't have to burden my parents with my presence. I'd just be taking care of myself.
On the other hand, I also think my eyesight is actually getting worse cause I strain my eyes too much these days.