based off of one of the many things that happened to me while stuck in an abusive relationship.
Please stop ignoring me Jonathan.
Can you tell me what I did wrong please?
you KNOW what you did wrong!
maybe I did do something wrong?
You brought this on yourself..
He's probably right. Everything is always my fault.
I deserve to hurt.
Abusive people use manipulation to get what they desire, and usually don't feel guilty about the show they're putting on.
Stop being a baby! Get up and look at me !
You're a waste of my time if you're gonna keep acting like this for no reason!
They use their manipulation skills to get inside your head and make you question everything until you've lost trust in yourself.
If you make me feel good, I'll forgive you...
I don't want to do this but...
I have to. I don't want to hurt anymore.
They can be ruthless, and make you feel as though you deserve to be treated the way they're treating you and more.
They take the knife that's already been stabbed into your gut and twist it by making you feel bad for the emotions you can't help but feel. They convince you that there's no reason to feel the way you do, which results in you feeling stupid and unworthy.
Once they've made you feel small enough compared to them, they will then proceed to ask for what they want, leaving you feeling as though giving it to them is the only choice you have.
Your thoughts go into battle, the good against the bad. And for some unfortunate victims, the bad wins - resulting in suicide.