Have you ever thought about the possibility of us having sex? I think I’m ready but I want to make sure you are too before we do it
I really care for Curtis and i’m curious about what sex is like, but i know that i don’t want to have sex until i’m married for lots of reasons. I don’t want to risk getting pregnant, plus I think that having sex would change our relationship completely. I don’t want to disappoint Curtis, but I also know that I need to be true to myself.