This is the day when I got my new phone from the somewhat amazing apple store. Im Abby and I have a tight group of friends consisting of 4 girls,Jill, Sarah, Caitlin and Anna. They are all my friends for specific reasons, but as being teens we all are obsessed with these two boys, Tom and Jack.They are seen as the hot jocks that every single has school has.
As I walked home from school I bumped into Cailtyn who I see is talking to Tom. Tom seemed to be pretty into her and it is getting me mad. I had this feeling of jealousy going through my body, like I needed to text her or something.
With my brand new phone I decided to text Tom in the setting where he doesn't know who it is. I had this feeling that I was doing the wrong thing but it felt right. I started the text saying, "You're making the wrong choice being with this ugly a** girl Caitlin, all she wants is a reputation with guys. You being with her is so wrong that you should tell her to stop being a flirty b****"
After sending that text, I looked every 2 minutes to see if he would have the guts to answer. But I decided to stop for a minute and take it in. Then my friend Anna came up and sat next to me . The one time she goes and grabs my phone to take a a selfie she sees the response that he said. He says " Who even are you? Why are you saying this stuff about Caitlin? Jealousy? Why dont you just stop being arrogant and leave her be, she probably doesnt even deserve you if she is your friend or not. " Anna walks away with an anger in her step , I think that she probably regrets being my friend.
As I eventually got home, I had a feeling of regret. Why did I just send that text, all my friends are going to hate me. I wont even be close to popular now. I know Anna will spread the word and that will ruin me. I decide to not tell my parents about the horrible thing I did. But right as I was bout to cry myself to sleep one of my closets friends for now had called which is Sarah. She heard about what happened and just wanted to make sure I was okay, which was a bit shocking. I seemed to be the bully here and now I relaized how rwrong that is.
Realizing that I had to go to school the next day was terrifying. I would have to show myself to most of the school as the mean girl who sent the mean text. I never imagined being that type of girl, I knew deep inside that was not like me. I needed to fix this problems once and for all. When I walked into math classes there I saw caitlyn to desks away from me, almost like she was an eagle watching over me. I knew that in my head I wanted to tell her that she shouldnt talk with Tom, but then I think about my friend Sarah and how I need to get my friends back. SO I go up in front of the class how brave of me and tell Cailtyn thaI am truly sorry for what I have said and I hope then somehwere along the lines you will forgivve me . SHe gives me this look that is confusng she either hates my guts or she will actually think about forgiving my Click to Edit Description