Sometimes I don't realize my worth and I don't feel strong, but I don't want to feel like this anymore. I know I'm strong and capable to do anything I desire to. I'm glad that I am starting to realize and find my worth and not be a fool and thinking like one.. What has mostly helped me were books. Books always helped me believe in myself and they always tell a story and give a good message, when the main character goes through different conflicts in their life they always find a way to fix it and that encouraged me so much that I started looking for the solution as well. I recently started reading this book called house on mango street and I realized that I can really relate to the main character, she goes through something extremely traumatizing... even though I don't relate to her in that situation there has been a traumatizing time in my life that made me feel empty.. Esperanza, the main character in the book helped me find my solution to my problem, she has helped me not to back down but to stand up on my feet and be the stronger me.
Towards the end of the book Esperanza finds herself stronger than before.. That's my goal, my goal is to feel stronger than what I already feel by the end of this small paragraph I am writing in my diary. I always wanted to react the same way Esperanza reacts to problems in her daily life.