I stood there staring at the puppies for more then 20 minutes I couldn't make up my mind. I knew that if I woudlve gotten the puppy it take the misery I am living through and replace it with happiness. But I just stood there because for once I wanted ton make a desicion that could make me happy.
The store owner began to relize that i have been waiting outside for a long time so he started walking towards the door and eventually came outside the pet store. He asked "I relized that you have been waiting outside the pet store for a long time so I would like to know if you would like like to make a purchase. These puppies are orphans and would like to have a best friend". I looked at the puppies for 1 minutes sauing nothing. I was almost about Tom cry and then I said "I grew up as an orphan to at times I needed to have a best friend but I dont think that i would be able to to to be the kind friend that they need". I walked out of there as fast as i can.
I went home and sat for a very long time. I was going over what happened today and i relized that i saw the the pet store when I took a a new way home and I and totally regret it.