I felt like I was going insane I couldn't breath I felt like I was suffocating so I started to scream ! The only one who noticed was joe and he asked Scott " what's wrong with her " and Scott just said " she's just tripping out , take her outside " ....
I was paralyzed with fear and then joe picked me up from the floor and carried me outside . He said " there you go " , I was freaking out and trying to figure out what's wrong with me . Then joe started to say that "I drank mushrooms " soooo .. there was weird kind of substance in my drink without me knowing it ! Then joe said that" Scott needs to stop pulling this crap on girls age like mine "
I just sat on the couch trying to gather up my thoughts , everyone already left and the room was trash/mess . Then I leave and see Roxy I was mad and told her " he drugged " she said " he just wanted you to relax . it was harmless . " I said " Harmless ? He drugged me without my knowledge , against my will .. "I was so mad so that I left and told Roxy to never call me again !
After the party I never spoke to Roxy again , she tried to contact me (call me) but I didn't want to talk to her after what happen at Scotts party . Time passed then one day my mom receives a phone call and she comes in my room and says " lets sit down , darling " and I told her " I don't wanna sit down . Tell me what's wrong ? " and she told me that " Roxy has be in a car accident . She is in the hospital "
I asked my mom is Roxy was gonna be ok ?! My mom told me that she was in critical condition and that he spine is broken . I cried like I never cried before , I went to the hospital and spent hours with her telling her how sorry I was ( even though she couldn't hear me ) and I was holding her hand .
The accident happened was that Scott was driving and he lost control and hit a tree . Scott died and Roxy is still in the hospital . She has less chance to ever walk again .
My mom and Roxy's parents say its not my fault but I feel like it I because I could of done something and Roxy would be ok right now .