When I was 12 I always considered my self as a person that would just follow the rules and a good kid but I'm going to tell you how that kid changed to a kid that doesn't follow the rules and is ballsy.
When I was young my dad got me a dirt bike I got the handle of it in 20 seconds and wasn't hard but my parents restricted me from going outside my yard because I was young
Can I ride around I got the handle of this thing?
NO your to young
over the course of a couple of days a hill was formed in my corn field I had an urge to jump it
So the next day I asked my day whether it was a good or a bad idea to jump this hill I found. My dad ended up yelling at me with a harsh NO.
so then the very next day I built up the courage to disobey my parents and jumped the hill.
I ended up sliding through the mud when I was landing and crashed it and called my dad for help and boy he was not happy