All the anxiety that I think about the outside world and ideology from what I believed, affected my confidence and blocked every enjoyment away.
Maybe I should follow my interests?
I told my broth about myself, he said to just do it and that it shouldn't matter how negative what I do seems. Soon, I realized that I have been ignoring my real person and followed the other side of me.
Now with less anxiety and no more negative perception of myself, I decided to look back on myself and see if my interests are really calling out to me this whole time.
I decided to do things that interest me after being trapped in my thoughts for some time. I am leading myself into this journey of being free from what I used be.