I regret all the things I've done that harms you and broke you. I thought I could be happy if I saw you sad and depressed, and the same thing I encountered on the past but wounds just got deeper I'm sorry for being so dumb that I didn't notice and appreciate your fatherly love. The issue was not on you, but it was me. If I could only take back the Low C, but I didn't. Too late. I was blinded by revenge sorrow, and loneliness that I forgot how to be happy.