I lived in Kissimmee, Florida and it was the year 2012, It was night time and I was on Facebook. I remember reading a post about trusting those who love and care for you. My childhood and my life was about to change forever when the man my mother loved was about to take my innocence.
My step dad Jaime came into the living room and asked" What are you doing, huh texting boys?". I laughed and went on reading other post about trust. I kept thinking in my head how perfect my life was, but of course I was only ten years old. Suddenly, I felt lips kissing on my neck and hands caressing my arms. He was severely drunk which was a usual thing for him.
As soon as he stopped, I ran upstairs bursting in tears. I heard footsteps walking up the stairs and I looked and saw my mother standing there confused. I asked her to please come inside and sit down. How could I tell my mother the love of her life violated me? I finally confessed of what he had done. My mother fell to her knees shocked, but after she got up hugged me and said everything will be okay.
My mom thought what was best was getting me out of this situation by moving to Clearwater with my aunt.All she wanted was to make me feel better but at this point I felt as nothing was working. I loved my mother but at this time I felt as everything was her fault because I felt like she didn't do much.
As we were about to pull off, Jaime comes up to my window and whispers "I can't believe you told your mom but don't worry because no man would ever love you like I do". He says that as my tears come down my cheek and my mother drives off.
As soon as my mom got all my information registered for medical insurance, she made an appointment with a psychologist. She of course did not want me to tell anyone but this serious woman. This woman helped realize that sometimes life is hard but that the only way to move on and cope with things were to talk about those things.