Jonas doesn't know how he feels, he doesn't feel 'frightened'. He refuses to think that he is 'frightened', because he felt like that the last time a plane flew over the town. He finally noticed he felt...Apprehensive.
Then when he got home, they all talked about their feelings. Lily was mad at a kid from a different school who visited, mom was annoyed at a person who she was arrested again, dad was worried about a young baby, and finally, Jonas was apprehensive.
The little boy, Jonas' was talking about. He brung little Gabe in. Everyone noticed how his eyes looked....different. It looked like Jonas' own eyes. He must be from the same birthmother everyone thought. Of course, Lily got chastised because she was making fun of his pale eyes.
Jonas was thinking about the speaker, who didn't specifically call him out, but he knew he was talking to him. He had a flashback that happened when he was playing catch with an apple with his friend Asher, and when something odd happened.....it changed when he threw it.
Mom and Jonas decided to talk about the stirrings he had. Dreams about Fiona. His mom tells him to not worry and gave him pills (estrogen) so the stirrings will go away.
When he gets skipped, he got really anxious about it. He didn't have to worry though because he did not get an assignment...he got selected to be the Receiver Of Memories.