My name is Shawn McDaniel, my life is one of those "good news-bad news" jokes. like, "I've got some good and some bad news."
The deal is I have Cerebral Palsy ( C.P.) CP is not a disease, it a special condition, when I was born, I got a brain damaged. A tiny blood vessel burst inside of my head and, as luck would have it this blood vessel was in exactly the 100 percent perfectly wrong spot.
I am the youngest in the family. I have two oldest brothers one is named Cindy she is three years older than me and the other one is my brother Paul that he is two years older than me.
Everything was fine until my dad decides to end my pain, I was worried about it because I heard the story of Earl Detroix and this was about a man that kill his own child because he say his child was in pain, and my dad was talking about it so I thought that my dad is trying to end my pain by ending my life.
So, CIndy's friends stays at home having fun, but I cannot do or say something because I cannot even move or even talk. But there was a girl named "Ally Williamson" she was so beautiful that for the first time I fell in love with a girl. Also, I had a dream with her where by the first time I was able to speak and do things with her. But it was just a beautiful dream because I know I cannot do something more than just dream.
Mom and dad leave me with a babysitter at home so she takes care of me until dad came back and ask her to leave. I was in bed and came into my room and start talking to me about a dream that he had about me and him, but in that moment the seizures start and I leave my body so I don't know what he says after.