The feeling you described as the wanting? It was your first Stirrings, Father and I have been expecting it to happen to you. It happens to everyone. It happened to Father when he was your age. And it happened to me. It will happen someday to Lily.
It's just the pills. You're ready for the pills, that's all. That's the treatment for Stirrings
That dream it felt good. I wish I could dream that again. *whoosh Wait did they feel good? I don't remeber