I just don't feel in the mood right now and I have a lot on my mind and could really use some alone time.
I'm your boyfriend can't you just do this one thing for me? Don't you love me?
What do you mean you're not in the mood? Why are you acting like a bitch
I'm the one that's been stressed with school and work and could really use this to take my mind of things for a while.
The next day
He is my boyfriend and I guess I was being harsh and I don't want to lose him so last night was okay no?
It's just not sitting right with me...am I crazy?
It's Matt he's your boyfriend he'd never harm you
You're over reacting,
You don't want to be one of those girls, just keep it to yourself
At least you have a boyfriend
You guys are a couple so it doesn't count
There's people who have gone through worse, it's not a big deal
Lex you haven't been yourself lately, what's going on?
I believe you
Thank you for trusting me enough to tell me what you went through
My value doesn't come from the validation of others, although Mel made me realize that what I went through wasn't easy she also made me realize my truth is what matters. My healing process is my own and no one else's to decide. What happened to me could very well happen to others and when I feel ready to share my story I will do so.