Today i woke up this morning and could not really do anything. my father passed away and my mother was sick so me and my brother had to take care of ourselves. laws stated i had to have a mans permission to do anything i want lucky my brother isn't that mean and he let me come over kelly's
my life, Changed ever since i turned seven. my boyfriend lives all the way across town so i rarely get to see him.i have been asked by dozens of men if i wanted to get married but my brother always say no to them, and i am forced to hide who i really am, i cant show my hair, my wrist, my makeup,nail polish, absolutely nothing.
while at work i
"as i sit here and i lay and pray to my heavenly father god i will always remember and accept my place in this world, and as a women in this world there's nothing i can do to change it i will forever and always be held to your presence my mighty grace of god, thanks or explaining my life today, i pray amen."
while in the city i heard some people talking and im geussing it was about me cause they kept looking and taling so muct have been one thing i heard was "is she o, her life must be sad" so i thought about that and come to realize my life is sad, so i ran away as far as i can from the town.i came to realize the only person i have is my brother.
walking home today i thought about how my life had changed so much. I didnt even know who i was anymore.