What if I go with you to your house later like the old times for some chat?
No, don't mind.
But that day, I think I am not the one she needed, and it just hurts.
Ae and I used to be best friends, yet because of some situations, we needed to cool of, which lead us to break apart; but we have forgiven each other already.
Now, we are still friends. We even told on each one that we could lean on each other whenever we need someone.
I was on my way home when I passed by the church. When I saw the church, I decided to take a visit and rest for a while because of what happened.
"Lord, ang sakit-sakit! Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. Feeling ko napakawalang kwento kong kaibigan. Lord, bakit naman siya ganon? Hindi niya ba nararamdaman na ready akong makinig sa kaniya? Bakit, Lord?!"
As I found my spot, tears just began falling on my face. I couldn't stop myself from crying.
"Lord, ako na lang ba palagi ang iintindi sa kaniya? Palagi na lang ba ako masasaktan nang dahil sa kaniya? Bakit ba siya ganoon? Ayoko siyang sukuan, Lord."
"Pero hindi ko na talaga alam ang dapat kong gawin sa kaniya e. I am trying my best naman pero ang sakit-sakit. Tagos na tagos"