I don't think that you'll be reading this letter since you are now happy and safe in the arms of another. But if you're reading this, I just want to let you know that I will always love you and I'm very sorry. I am very sorry, since we didn't have the chance to love and live happily together. I am very sorry for lying to you, by telling you that I can't bear a child. Yes, I said it, I can really bear a child but the problem is that I am very sick and I am nearly dying. And the only way for you to cut the bonds between us is by telling you and everyone that I can't follow one of the tribe's traditions. I am very sorry, I hope you can forgive me someday. As of now, I am in a better place. Please don't bother to find me anymore. Please continue your life without me. I did all of those just to keep you you happy even without me. I don't want you to suffer with me. Farewell, Love.
Upon arriving their home, Awiyao instantly felt excitement, it's as if he was electrocuted. When he opened the door, he found the rooms empty even though the furniture and our things were still in place since his love wasn't anywhere to be found. And so he went outside to look for her, but he only saw a paper. A paper that would change everything.
Awiyao's heart broke into pieces as he read Lumnay's letter for him. He felt very disappointed at himself, knowing that he hurt her instead of making her feel better during the times that she was needing him. He felt stupid for easily letting her go. He also felt very disappointed at her for making wrong decisions, but he can't be mad since she made those stupid decisions for him.
Even though Lumnay told him not to, he will still look for his love. Even though it will take him days, weeks, months or even years, he won't ever be tired of loving and looking for her. And even if he is already too late to see her alive- he will still be looking for his love, Lumany.