From the beginning of this semester, I was afraid if I heard about micro teaching. It happened since I was in semester 2 which is the first time I knew about micro teaching. Until the time when I needed to face micro teaching class, I was only surrender and let it flew.
Then, I got the material first before did teaching practice. It was fun and that time I thought I wanted to be a teacher.
After got the material, the time of teaching practice came. I was not excited as the first time got the material. I was so afraid. I was not confident enough and my speaking skill was not really good. I got nervous then failed in my teaching practice.
The time I was failed is the time I lost my motivation of being a teacher. I was so confused. It was like I lost my hope for my future. However, I was not totally did not want to be a teacher.
Right now, I just need to be responsible with the choice that I have chosen. I am a student of English Education so, I need to pass it. Maybe, someday I will get my motivation of being a teacher back.
OMG! Semester 6!
Sanata Dharma University
OMG! micro teaching!
Bye bye semester 5!
The First Micro Teaching Class
Hello miss :)
Hi! My name is Ella.
I've already known you, miss.
How to be a good teacher...
Hmm.. I think I want to be a teacher :)
Time to practice! Jeng jeng jeng!!!
So guys, emm so %#&% bla bla emm..
Huhuhu.. I'm failed. I do not want to be a teacher. Huhuhu..
In this time, maybe I don't want to be a teacher. I've lost my motivation.
However, I still do not know whether I will get my motivation of being a teacher back or not.