Hi, my name is Brandon this is sort of a personal story of how I feel as an outsider. I'm more of an introvert with social anxiety and I still have these feelings today. I've always felt like I don't really belong in society more so in solitude.
I would always watch and listen in on peoples conversations but I could never really find a way to break the barrier. I was always to afraid to really give any social interaction with people.
Band helped me feel like I wasn't an outsider. I had people who were interested in the same hobbies as me.
Especially in school I. I would sit alone at lunch mostly because I didn't really talk to anyone.
I spent most of my time after school sitting in the library reading books. I know something people just don't do anymore but I found peace there for a majority of my time.
It wasn't until high school where I started to break down that barrier that I had something that I felt made me unnatural. I found people that had the same problems that I did .