I'm not in pain..!! I wish for once I could speak for myself.. Have a voice even. I love Ally. I want to be with her. I can't stand the fact that I can't say this.. Why me..?
everyday I cannot express myself. I just wish I was understood by someone else. Maybe if someone cared or even knew I was in here.
I want to be there for Shawn. I just wish we could talk, I want to know my brother, but it seems like hes trapped in a shell.
I don't want to kill my son. I am trying to consider all things, but seeing him in this immense pain is unbearable.
My father was anticipating my birth. Now he disregards my existence. My happiness. My future. All because I haved cerebral plasy I have to sit here in a world that opressed me before I was even born. Its not fair!!!