Having to get up for school and get ready stresses me out, and emotionally drains me because I'm leaving the comfort of my home to go somewhere I don't like.
I have to get ready and make myself look decent enough to go to school, while I do (I take deep breaths) so I don't freak out.
Being on the bus knowing I'm going to school stresses me out because I have to go be around a bunch of people
Once I'm dressed and ready I wait till 6:40am then I head to my bus.
Once I'm at school I try not to break down but with everything going on it's hard not too.
Before I make it to school I'm spending about 5 minutes waiting for my bus stop. I'm around a bunch of people and I'm stressed out so it is not a good combination.
While I'm on the bus (I talk to a close friend about what is going on) and this kind of helps me with what I'm dealing with.
It's hard to leave my house knowing I have to go to school. At school I have to worry about my grades, what I look like, and what people think of me. That is all really hard for me to deal with and I don't really know how to deal with the problems I'm facing.