"Why don't you fall asleep and see where you go, maybe you will see your parents or even your late sister in another world greater than you could ever imagine"
BOOM, BOOM! I had to do it otherwise I would be gone instead.
The other day I was in the kitchen making food for my brother and my 'friend' started talking to me. My friend is the voices in my head that the doctor says isn't real but I know they are, you have to believe me! My 'friend' said, "why eat now, it's a waste of time we all go up or down at the end of the day".
One night I was in my bedroom, about to fall asleep when my 'friend' starts talking to me again...
WHAT WAS THAT! I THINK I HEARD SOMEONE SPEAK TO ME!
They told me to do it ... there they were, the loves of my life, I could see them and touch them. No...they were not in the old valley castle but in a more beautiful place I have only ever heard of.
There he was my brother, I tried speaking to him but not how I used to. i wanted him to come up with the family so we could all be together and happy. I wanted to be his guidance just like my 'friend' was to me!