leave me alone i'm going to make you late anyways so you might as well leave..
Fine!! i'm going to just sleep in a little longer i'll go just leave me alone
Get up you have to get ready for school & i have to be at work i can't be late.
I am done with your attitude and not wanting to listen. I am leaving now your grandma is going to take you to school & you better go!
So class today we will be discussing ...
What has been up with you lately, I heard you have been acting out and giving your everyone a hard time?
I just need to know what happened? its not adding up.
From that day on I did struggle a lot because it is hard losing a parent at a young age ids hard especially when you are very close to them. I don't know why but started to gibe my mom problems at that time just because i couldn't cope with the situation and I didn't know how to express my feeling towards her about the situation. I didn't want to listen or do anything I felt so weak
I was a trouble kid during that time I stopped doing my school work i even went as far as not wanting to go back to school, I had even tried going to other schools but it didn't work I was nothing but trouble for my mom and my grandma. So that is when I had then just dropped out and my mom didn't quite know since we lived in separate household at the time being.
i just wanted to know what happened to him?.. I had so many unanswered questions that were going through my head for weeks that eventually turned into months. I just needed some answers and when i asked no one could fully explain to me at the time of what had happened to him.