I know I am sorry for everything I've done lately to hurt you & everyone.
I know you have been going though a hard time but you need to do better for yourself
You know that your dad would have wanted you to set yourself up for success not failure
As I grew up i started trying new things that I never thought i'd do. I started playing softball my freshman year which I enjoys because it helps me relieve my stress so I can just have fun!
I constantly was trying to find out what happened it bothered me so much that the fact that no one said they knew what happened that it was just his time to go. Although it seems as if he didn't have any major health problems that we were aware of.
However, during the summer is when I started to talk to my family a lot more and they had told me that is should consider going back to school and stop acting out that it wasn't going to get me anywhere in life.
From this experience it taught me that you lose people so cherish them and always treat people right because you don't know when it will be their time to leave this Earth. Plus don't live in sorrow to much because life is to short just live life have fun an learn new experiences don't be afraid to try because I thought that my dad would live till he was an old man but unfortunately its not true so I live everyday like it is my last