I've always loved this place. When I was little, Lucia and I played in the lawn. Father used to play with us. Then he left us. I used to miss him. He wanted me to go to his college. I refused. I'm going to the college Lucia did. I made my own choice. It was refreshing. At college, I can finally be me. At least I hope I can. He hated it when I told him. I don't care anymore. Why can I not stop remembering?
When I was young, Papa vanished. For 5 years, we thought he was dead. Mom remarried. She and Josef had Mary and George. Then Papa resurfaced. He has a whole new family. I hate it. Mom makes me visit him. I love Mom, Josef, George, and Mary but I'll be glad to be on my own.
I'm finally on my own. All alone. Off to college. A cousin free, five year old and under free zone,
We were at a restaurant. He apologized and I told him about my new college. He exploded. I ran away.
I have three half-sisters. Graclyn, and Roslyn. They're triplets. I have a stepsister named Jocelyn And a stepsister name Emmaline. and I have the twins, George and Mary. What I don't have is a father. He's always absent. I have Josef though.
Until I was eight, I was the only child in our house. My five aunties and uncles doted on me. Then they had their own children. Now I'm the babysitter. I have never felt so alone.