Winston has intelligence, an ability to stray from conformity, and the initiative to do his part to change the society the way it is, with the government controlling the people and exhibiting dominance over all aspects of their lives
At the begining
His first major act against the government is his illegal purchase of a diary in which he protests his displeasure and feelings regarding the Party, who are the residing government. His rebellious acts against the conformity the gocernment is presenting begins to progress substantially.
The next major event is the beginning of his love affair with Julia.Winston remains mostly realistic about the inevitable failure of their relationship because he knows the Thought Police and various other policing will eventually catch them in their rebellious deeds.
When he is captured by the man he felt he could trust, O’Brien, and taken away from Julia and brought to the Ministry of Love where he fights the torturous ways of the government until he is sent to the dreaded Room 101.
I'm bbroken and alone
turns for the worse for himself because he has lost his individuality and also for Julia, whom he has lost all love for, the government also gets a change for the better because they have one less rebel to worry about and have added another man to their endless list of mindless, conformed victims of oppression, that make up the population of their society.