She tells us that my dad fell when hunting and that she wasn't sure of the future, that our dad might be in a wheelchair for the rest of his life but that even if he looks different he's still the same man.
And before we knew it we were home again but it wasn't the same home it was different, different without him.
We were learning how to navigate this new world how to manage with mom always at the hospital and Caroline having to step up in her place the house shifted our family lived too far to help so it was just us girls.. until it wasn't...
Knock knock knock
It was the teachers. By now it had spread what happened and so they came to see us
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Hey Girls!
Gifts!
We
Have
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Liuku: 2
And more...
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Over the next few days more and more people kept showing up with food and gifts
And even more...
Beep
Beep
Beep
We were grateful for it all but exhausted and while we were dealing with this at home my mom was seeing another side
Beep
Beep
Beep
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Time was passing but my dad wasn't changing he wasn't getting better he wasn't getting worse he was just hurt.
And time kept going and there were small changes..
So did the holidays.
January 15th..
December 3rd
Happy birthday to you...
Then family events.
Until one day.
Birthdays came and went like normal.
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Liuku: 3
Mom: Of course they are scared they are just kids. but were a family we'll get through this~~~~ Jamie~~~~ Its ~~
Dad: Im traumatizing them. ~~~Its just~~
Dad: But did u see how they looked at me~~. They are scared.
Mom: ~Jamie they love you.
Mom: They love you no matter what.
Dad: I'm embarrassed, they are ashamed of me now.
He came home. But something still wasn't right but I would soon find out what.
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Mom: They are 3 little girls they just missed their dad they don't care how you look.
He thought we thought of him differently. He thought we were sad but we were happy he was back.We missed him.
Knock...
Knock...
Later that day..
Knock...
Knock...
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Liuku: 0
Now 7 years later sitting in my room re-telling this all I realize that it wasn't anger or sadness he was feeling it was fear and pity. I didn't understand this at the time I thought he was just well mad..
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