dear diary today was the worst day ever- I confessed to my best friend one week ago and she totally avoids me now- I knew she would leave so it doesn't hurt as much...but..it really widens the gap in my soul- devoid of hope - cora
mom? where did you even come from???
o-ok..
what are you writing that's making you cry cora?
give me the diary, and don't call me mom- orphan
Your pan?! you deserve another woopen' dating a girl.. disgusting- go to bed and dont come out of your room after school tomorrow!
every day cora would right in her diary about things thoughts that fill her head..she carries too much of a burden, dragging it with the never ending chains bound to her arms like the wounds on her wrists.
Her stepmother is a sociopath and her stepfather is always busy with work, pestering the daughter became a habit for the stepmom, she finds out cora has a diary and decides to read it.
When she found out cora fell in love with another girl named Ammyshe flipped out on her and started beating her until she cried, saying that she's disgusting for being pansexual.
Cora
ary
ammy
The mother lef and cora decided to stop feeling love towards anything or anyone- she wants to get rid of the feeling perinatally, the world fell dark in coras eyes but she has to smile, even with a mask on.
cora then showered before going to bed, this was painful because of the bruises on her body and the fresh cuts on her arms.
The next day cora went to school with the most realistic smile - even if it isn't real she still feels a bit more happy because she knows ammy is happy.