Yea Okay, But you have to promise me to stay in school okay?
Promise me you'll go back home please.
I was damn near bawling. I felt so damn happy if you want to know the truth. I don't know why. It was just that she looked so damn nice, the way she kept going around and around, In her blue coat and all, God I wish you could've been there.
I was able to convince phoebe to go back to school, she looked so damn beautiful holding my hand. God what she said depressed the hell out of me.
What I thought I'd do was going to run away after I left Phoebe in school and leave a note saying how I'll live far away in the west and not to worry about me because I'll be the catcher in the rye and all, but what I did was just walk back home.
It was still raining like hell, I was drenched but I didn't care. I was starting to think about how Mr Antolini was patting my head. It made me feel nervous as hell, that goddam flit. I decided to take a few blows before entering the apartment, I was getting a little yellow. What I thought I'd do was hit the bull with my mom for a while, then I'd tell her how I met this girl I would move in with and get a job.
When I entered the room she had on this blue dress that made her look less nervous. I was happy to see her but I guess I felt nervous for some reason. I thought she would kick me out and never let me see phoebe again. I don't know what the hell happened next but when I went to hug her I started to uncontrollably cry in her arms. I will never forget that.
I remember her voice fading away. I think she said everything was going to be okay. but I didn't know what the hell she meant. I couldn't see anymore. I felt my head hit the goddamn floor so hard it almost busted open. I felt like I was in a goddamn movie because I couldn't move so I just pretended I was dying.