Overthinking... A lot of scenarios that play inside of my head. Uncontrollably...Relentless...Suffering...
Why won't scenarios stop playing inside of my head?!! I need to talk to someone.
I need to stop overthinking
I was confused. Then my indecisiveness struck me. Making it hard to decide on who I want to talk to. My mind was never at ease knowing that I am alone. I was about to shoulder the burden of my own overthinking.
But who should I talk to? My friends? My Mom? I don't know who. They'll just probably laugh at me.
So I cried and cried for hours. I thought that crying would relieve the anxiety I had. I was wrong. It made it worse. But...
*Cries Inevitably*
After crying my eyes out. I finally thought of someone to talk to. He may not give me a response but I'm sure He'll listen to me. He is my Father, my Savior and my Salvation.
*Talks for Hours*
I talked to Him for hours about my situation and said " Lord, I know you are the one testing me by putting in this situation, Please lend me your strength, patience and determination onto my heart and mind".
Lord, Please grant me strength, patience and determination as I try to surpass your challenge for me.