Sheila was the middle daughter- at seventeen, all but out of reach.
There was a summer in my life when the only creature that seemed lovelier than a largemouth bass was Sheila Mant.
"There's a band in Dixford tomorrow night at nine, wanna go? "
She asked if I had a car, but I played it off casually with my canoe.
It was late August by the time I got the nerve to ask her out.
Now I have spent a great deal of time since wondering why Sheila Mant should come down so hard on fishing.
"I think fishing's dumb, I mean, its boring and all. Definitely dumb."
With a sick nauseous feeling in my stomach, I saw the rod unbend.
Four things occurred to me at once. One, that it was a bass. Two, that it was a big bass. Three, that it was the biggest bass I had ever hooked. Four, that Shelia Mant must not know.
"My legs are sore, are we there yet?"
We walked to the fair- there was the smell of popcorn, the sound of guitars. I may have danced once or twice with her, but all I really remember is her coming over to me once the music was done to explain that she would be going home in Eric Caswell's corvette.
"Ok."
Before the month was over, the spell she cast over me was gone, but the memory of that lost bass haunted me all summer and haunts me still.
There would be other Sheila Mants in my life, other fish, and though I came close once or twice, it was these secret, hidden tugging's in the night that claimed me, and I never made the same mistake again.