Oh pardon me, I was just looking around the neighborhoods, I’ve heard the area is good for kids.
I got kids on my own. They don’t really look up to me so much considering that I’m an alcoholic. I try to make things right but I can’t.
You must have dealt with some childhood trauma to become an alcoholic. I can’t say I’m a victim though, I’m the more manipulative kind.
I just don’t know man... I’ve been sexually abused when I was younger and couldn’t bear the pain. I started drinking and haven’t been able to stop since. I’ve manipulated my kids into giving me me money too. I don’t know what to do.
I see. You’ve been manipulative before... I can relate with you except I do only manipulating
I’ve been manipulative before. Once manipulated my friend Othello because I was jealous of what him and someone else had going on. Until I finally bettered myself
What exactly do you mean?
You have to learn to let go. When I realized I was the one wrong for bringing down other people because of my jealousy I knew I had to stop. I couldn’t continue to hurt the ones I love. You have to learn to learn and let go.
How did you do that? I want to change myself and be better for my kids. I want to give up this addiction.
Your right... I need to learn to let go of my pain. I want to be a good father to my kids and not use them. I wanna be the role model they actually need and not hurt them and my wife. Thank you for this talk. I needed the help
See you understand. I hope all goes well. Good luck. I had a nice time talking to you as well . Glad I could help.