[Verse 1]I don't know what I was thinking, leaving my child behindNow I suffer the curse, and now I am blindWith all this anger, guilt, and sadness coming to haunt me foreverI can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river[Verse 2]Is this revenge I am seeking or seeking someone to avenge me?Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself freeMaybe I should to chase and find before they'll try to stop itIt won't be long before I'll become a puppet[Chorus]It's been so longSince I last have seen my sonLost to this monsterTo the man behind the slaughterSince you've been goneI've been singing this stupid songSo I could ponderThe sanity of your mother[Instrumental Interlude][Verse 3]I wish I lived in the present with the gift of my past mistakesBut the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakesYour sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I rememberThose fuzzy memories mess with my temperYou might also likeFive Nights at Freddy’sThe Living TombstoneI Got No TimeThe Living TombstoneDie in a FireThe Living Tombstone[Verse 4]Justification is killing me, but killing isn't justifiedWhat happened to my son? I'm terrifiedIt lingers in my mind, and the thought keeps on getting biggerI'm sorry, my sweet baby, I wish I'd been there[Chorus]It's been so longSince I last have seen my sonLost to this monsterTo the man behind the slaughterSince you've been goneI've been singing this stupid songSo I could ponderThe sanity of your mother