Kayanin mo self. Mag-isa ka lang kaya dapat kayanin mo. Malalampasan mo din yan
Harsh
ABA!!! DALIAN MONA. DI KAPA NAGWAWALIS NG PALIGID. TAS AALIS KANANAMAN NG WALANG GINAGAWA
This is a tale about a boy who is devoured and drowning in his own darkness. He was born with all smiles on his face. The world suddenly changes when he suddenly stepped into a world he didn’t know before.
Comfort
MUR.. MURRRR.....
NOISE...
Self yaan mo nalng kailangan natin intindihin kahit masakit. Baka pagod lang si Mommy. Wag mo ipakita na naiiyak ka baka sabihin ang oa mo naman.
Every second becomes deadly; continuously crying silently every night. Crying was the only reason I could fall asleep. Crying was the only thing I could do. I didn’t ask directly for help. I just waited, but no one came.
Numb
I constantly wake up and walk as if I am floating in the air. I feel emotionless due to non-stop crying every night. I always hear those words. I just feel numb.
Idea
Lord is this the sign to end everything?
Lord nahihirapan napo ako
I though school was my comfort place, but it never became one. I didn't bother to tell my friends because I don't want to burden them with my problems. I became silent and inattentive in class ad lost all my motivation in all aspects in life.
I will always remember those words. all that's needed is to record it and play it. I just take those words pointed at me yielding an unseen sharp sword shattering my heart in an instant. I've gotten used to it. I have become the punching bag of their words.
HOY ABA!!! KILOS KILOS DI MOBA KITA YAN ANG KALAT KALAT!! NAKAHILATA KA NANAMAN!! ANG WALANG KWENTA NYONG UWIAN!!
My feet brought me here. Cleaning the dishes, which I don't usually do, while my family is at the living room entertaining themselves.. I picked up a used knife preparing to clean it. After I cleaned it, there is this idea that comes to my mind and I started to align it with my wrist. I talked to myself and asked Lord, but I didn't do it. I don't know why but I just did not and went back to bed doing my devastating routine.