LabradoodleShe was weakFrequent doctor visits within the 3 weeksDad picked up from school, the sun was setting, it was almost the evening, the sun was behind him, he was on one knee and looked so sad, and when dad picks me up from school early it is usually because weve been exposed to a sickness or someone died. i was so worried when he came i did not know if someone died. he said we were all going to be ok. told us about what was happening, we went to vet and said goodbye before she took last breath, there was blood on the sheet, we couldnt hug her becuase there were germs, it was really sad. but we chose to burn her, but we accidently left her ashes in our old house that we rented so we don't have them anymore. She has a grave at our previous house. She was very fragile, very sweet, my first dog, and the dog i wished for. she was so small, size of our kitten. i just remmeber her laying on the sheet, lifeless. mom and dad stayed in room, we went out and they tried to distract us but i jsut needed to go see her. i couldnt leave her. she had a lamby, nani and papa did not know that was her favorite toy. then pippa got a lamby for christmas and they didnt realize that was Joy's favorite toy. They wouldnt even say sorry. Mom dad and kevin would huddle in a circle and cry while i was trying to comfort them.Kevin saw the actual thing, he was only like 6. he handled it way too well. every xmas we have a joy ortament and we cry over it every year. usually i dont cry over her ortament. there were days wehre mom would be up early and grieving even before we woke up. she would spend hours in there, it was hard. it was hard to wrap my head around it, we crippled to the floor when we got home cause she was not there to greet us. i was only 7 i had never experienced anything like that. i am angry at nani, i feel like it was her fault but i know it was a mistake.