I always seemed to find myself in bad situations or situations I never wanted to be in. That caused me to feel alone and lost. I had no interests, goals or any motivation. My grades were really bad and I just didn't seem to care. I most definitely didn't feel like myself because I had never felt that low in life where I was so careless about everything.
I also didn't seem to find happiness in anything I did. It was like a never ending cycle everyday, waking up, going to school, going back home, taking a nap, waking up to eat and back again to sleep for the rest of the night. Every morning I felt like I was waking up to just repeat the same day.
That wasn't until I met a special someone. I met that certain someone when I least expected to but yet it felt like such perfect timing. The more time I spent with them the more I started to feel better about not just myself, but of life. I opened up to them about myself and what I went through and never once did they make me feel judged or less of myself. They proved to me in every way that they truly wanted to be in my life no matter what came with me.