I wish I was pretty enough to be friends with them...
They look like they're having so much fun... What if I'm just too ugly to hang out with them...
I just wish I was pretty enough to be their friend! They would never accept me, they probably talk about me behind my back....
Let me tell you something I learnt when I was your age.
You need to accept yourself before expecting anyone else to accept you, I can guarantee that they would love you if you just accepted yourself for who you are and approached them confidently. Many people disregard this, but your mental health is just as important if not more than your physical health.
I understand how you feel, but you need to put yourself and your mental health FIRST. You are beautiful exactly the way you are, and just because you don't look exactly like those girls, it doesn't mean you're not as beautiful inside and out.
The counsellor was right, I am beautiful! Just because I look different, doesn't mean I'm less than! Tomorrow I'll try to approach the girls...
I'm not completely fine yet, but I'm getting there,
Hi guys!
Hey! So nice to finally talk to you, you seem like such a fun person!